February 2011
62 posts
ListenTAYLOR SWIFT- COLD AS YOU I don’t really...
Feb 1st
People...
just don’t care. AT ALL. It just really sucks when you’ve invested SO MUCH for so damn long.I did nothing wrong. I did all I could and loved as much as I could…again. Just to get a bunch of NOTHING.
Feb 1st
ROOM 5.
5 more days til I play at the ROOM 5 for the first time. This is a really really really IMPORTANT show for me, so I hope you all can make it out. Details are below in one of my past entries.  PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE COME OUT!!!! <3
Feb 1st
January 2011
41 posts
13 months.
feels like forever now.
Jan 31st
1 tag
Jan 31st
Jan 31st
8 notes
Talk about...
Mean. Or NOT.
Jan 31st
Jan 28th
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kayladlr: Egypt, I love you. Good luck, be safe. The world is with you. Peace from Long Beach, CA
Jan 28th
Jan 27th
To make GOLDEN.
I’m not the MOST religious person, but I do believe in God and Jesus. I believe what Jesus stood for and how the Bible tells us how we should all treat each other. “Do not seek revenge or bear a grudge against one of your people, but love your neighbor as yourself” Leviticus 19:18 The Golden Rule is a very simple guideline that we ALL have difficulty in adhering with. Selfishness, hurt, a lack...
Jan 27th
Jan 26th
Love.
Weave it into all you do and every word you speak. …peace. Be peaceful. Be grown.
Jan 26th
well then.
just punch me in the stomach while you’re at it.
Jan 25th
"maybe."
Who likes that word in ANY circumstance?   Just wondering? :)
Jan 25th
Jan 25th
21,867 notes
“It is not the things we do in life that we regret on our death bed. It is the...”
– Randy Pausch (via ageofreason)
Jan 25th
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Jan 25th
2 notes
WatchWatch
I totally FORGOT about this SNL short!! LOL. I saw this years ago and this is still one of my FAAAAAVORITE skits…EVER.  Haha.  Awkwardness at its very best.  Haha. :P
Jan 25th
Where to be?
I wish I didn’t have such a realistic and rational view on love sometimes… …but when I didn’t, the only outcome I’d get is sadness, disappointment, and heartache. This weekend, I watched a few rom-coms, which is something I haven’t done in quite a while.  I’ve actually been quite apprehensive about the feeling I would take after watching one knowing...
Jan 25th
2011
I’ve had a lot resting on my shoulders coming into this year, it’s been a bit difficult to really reflect on how I want to spend my 2011.  But here are some things SO FAR, that I want to keep to and accomplish this year. The 2011 to-do list: play at one of my dream venues this year. finish an album. write AT LEAST one song every other week (but of course, always try to do more.) ...
Jan 23rd
“Expectation is the root of all heartache.”
– William Shakespeare (via kari-shma)
Jan 23rd
8,356 notes
Indifference...
is a sad, sad thing. ..my location.
Jan 21st
Because MELMYFINGER's post made me want to take...
Extraverted iNtuitive Feeling Judging  by Joe Butt Profile: ENFJ Revision: 3.0 Date of Revision: 23 Feb 2005 ENFJs are the benevolent ‘pedagogues’ of humanity. They have tremendous charisma by which many are drawn into their nurturant tutelage and/or grand schemes. Many ENFJs have tremendous power to manipulate others with their phenomenal interpersonal skills and unique...
Jan 19th
Jan 18th
Help.
I’m having trouble finding my sunshine.
Jan 18th
Jan 17th
23 notes
go.
pick yourself up, tugadi…stop being a pansy.
Jan 17th
"MEANT TO BE"
I’m turning 26 in a couple of months and as “young” as that still may be, I feel like I’ve lived through a whole lot experiences that have shaped my up-in-the-clouds mindset to a more grounded and realistic one.  In my quest to understand the mystery of love and relationships, why they succeed and why they fail, I’ve come to ponder about the idea of what “meant...
Jan 17th
Jan 17th
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Jan 16th
20,111 notes
Addition
I know that I can take care of myself. I know I can take care of others. That’s for sure. I just want to know for ONCE what it would feel like for someone to take care of me. Not even in a monetary way, but just a feeling of security and love. Oh well. Solitude loves me. And I love me, too.
Jan 16th
It's all come down to...
Apathy.
Jan 15th
It's not validation you seek
trueblueandsteadfast: it’s conviction. Yes.
Jan 15th
Jan 15th
150 notes
Jan 14th
Time
Time to refocus. Time to get that ferocity back into play. Fuck it. Let’s get going, Tugads. 2011, I’m not taking any second of you for granted.
Jan 13th
Jan 12th
15 notes
If
If I can be all alone for a whole year…I can be alone for a little longer. I dont need anyone.
Jan 9th
I am..
Stressed.
Jan 8th
“The more I think about it, the more I realize there is nothing more artistic...”
–  Vincent van Gogh (via everydayiseemydream) Yes.
Jan 7th
69 notes
Romance...
does not exist to me in MY book until I can actually witness it for myself. Until then…I have given up all hope for it. Forreal. And thus discontinues this melodramatic entry. Thank you all for your patient eyes as you are now finished reading this entry.
Jan 4th